When everything fades

The lights are gone

Noises have stopped

Am i dead

Or just lost in Thought

Are you still yelling at me

Do i even care

For all i know are the yells

You were never there

My mind races

I open my eyes

Everything fades away

When i look in your eyes

My face tear stained and tattered

And i think to myself

Why did you matter.....

The rumors

The fights

The lonely nights

The lies and mistrust

It was never just us

Then i stand

I walk away

And in the distance

My shadow fades

How does it feel

To see me walk away

No good bye, No i love you

No have a good day

Then i look back

Just one last time

And you know you still own me

But you'll never be mine

I hold my breath

In hope you didn't see

The hurt in my eyes

That will never leave

I begin to run

I fall

My only worry now

Have i lost it all

But you don't move

Not a step my way

Maybe I'm set free

And everything fades

A short smile crosses my face

Then a tear

For this is not what i wanted

But more what i feared

You didn't run after me

Not a budge

Another tear falls

And everything fades