Before Him

Every guy that comes along
It never works out everythings wrong
Hes either mean, into drugs, or shy
So Im going to stop trying and let days go by

Maybe the perfect man isnt real
But it dont hurt to wonder how it feels
To be loved by a guy whos so kind
But this guy dont exist or hes hard to find

My last boyfriend was really into weed
But I told him to stop because he wont succeed
He told his friends that I was controlling
Thats when my heart started unfolding

I told him that this was the last time
Then no more if he wants to be mine
He cared for drugs more than me
Wouldnt give it up so I let him free

The guy before that was too shy
He was nice but easily he would cry
Plus he thought I cheated
He didnt trust me so I got up to leave him

Before him was the man of my life
And I always said I wanted to be his wife
At the beginning everything was fine
I thought hes be forever mine

He was my only and the first
But after that things turned to the worse
My parents hated him so I snuck around
Just to be with him its true love I thought I had found

Were still friends and thats all well ever be
Just because he wouldnt open up his heart to believe
I believe god put me with Mark to get over him
Which I did, God was right it was his win

Maybe when I move away
Ill meet a guy who makes my everyday
So I give up Ill stop trying
My heart is always wrong it wont quit lying

Maybe one day I will find
A man whos so sweet and for me hell have time