Time heals

How much time do you need to actually see?
That the world revolved around you and me
I spend hours upon hours with you on my mind
Wishing I could just go back and rewind

When the sun goes down just barely peeking out of the clouds
I think about the moments when you were around
I lost my one and only
How could you play me for a phony?

I keep lying to my heart telling it youll come back
Wipe my tears away and make me smile and laugh
Every sad song says what I think
Gets worse and worse the more I drink

They say pain heals over time
Not when your heart has been broken its not fine
I see you in the shadow of every step
The laughter that I use to have, well theres none left

Everyone says youll come back when you see your mistake
But I dont know how much more I can take
I wanted to settle down and spend my life with you by my side
But now its not going to happen all because you lied

You promised youd never leave
But I was just stupid to believe
I thought that youd always be mine
But your excuse was you didnt have time

Your right, live life while you can
But do it by yourself because never again will you be my man!!

*** This is to my ex John, He told me he didnt have time for me. It hurts so bad.