Why are you always on my mind?
Why does your smile seem so kind?
Why are you always so beautiful?
Why do I think you are so wonderful?
Why do I always wait on you?
You don't know what your presence puts me through.
Seeing you laugh makes me smile,
I could stare at you for awhile.
Seeing you cry makes me sick,
You would always be happy if it was my pick.
I sit in bed staring at the phone,
Waiting and waiting...I feel so alone.
The phone sits there while I stare into the darkness,
What evil thing is trying to part us?
We used to be so close but now were so distant,
I want to reach out but there's so much resistance.
Am I strong enough to get past this pain?
It's no longer sunny...it's like an everlasting rain.
The clouds grow thick and seem so gloomy,
The world has never ever felt this roomy.
I miss you so much but I don't let it phase me,
I put on this act that fools people like crazy.
Why do you always have to seem so sweet?
Why is it so hard to try to make ends meet?
Why do you make me feel this way?
If we could go back, would you choose to stay?
You have so much power and you don't even know,
Your beauty will always have that stunning glow.
The hole in my heart is empty and bear,
And until your back in my arms, it will always stay there.
