My desert of solitude

Im all alone in an open world,
lonliness is my only friend,
i do not eat speak or cry,
i m looking for a way to end,
the empty hole that is tearing me,
a dark pit that eats my soul,
i shout for help but do not make a sound,
the lonliness is taking control,

i just wish i could end it,
wish they could see past this face,
people say its whats on the inside,
but my feelings left with no trace,
in my desert of solitude,
its just me and the ground,
in my desert of solitude,
my happiness can not be found,

in my twisted warped world,
i got what i asked for,
i m the thinnest and prettiest,
because it s just me and the floor,
i m lost in my imagination,
i m lost in my own head,
i dig myself a grave,
with no one to put me in when i m dead.