Now A Days

Now a days I only think
Of what this day will bring
Now a days I take my time
And let destiny do its thing

Now a days I say what I want
And don't keep nothing in
Now a days I think about me
Forget about if its a sin

Now a days I care no more
Of what others think of me
For now a days no one knows
Of all that I have to see

Now a days I run around
Trying to survive in this world
Now a days you wouldn't recognize
Into what life has turned this girl

Now a days I have no friends
I don't need anyone to live
Now a days I roam the streets
Getting paid for the service I give

Now a days I walk alone
No one needs to hold my hand
Now a days I cry no more
Don't care if you understand

Now a days I take care of me
For no one else will if I wont
Now a days I do what I have to
For I cant move on if I don't

Now a days I give up
Or so thats how it seems
Now a days I can only fantasize
About what used to be my dream

Now a days I want nothing to do
With the likes of you
Ever since that long ago day
I've forgotten all about you

Now a days your nothing
But an ugly memory in my past
Your the reason why I am who I am
Its how I knew we wouldn't last

The life I live now
Has your name all over it
Because of you I've changed
How can I forget it

Now a days I am who I am
And I must accept just that
Now a days I cant stand myself
But no one else has my back

So now a days I live my days
One minute at a time
Praying that in the next one
I can still fake that I am fine

::MELI::
-Corazon Prisionero