A New Saga

I am new to this place
The smiling bastard with a new face
I hold a knight's helm in one hand
and in the other a heart turned to sand
I drop both, forgetting who I am
I am no longer the simple lamb
Inside I'm cut and it won't heal
I hurt just so I can feel
If I kept my oath would it change a thing
I am the last corpse that has dared to sing
I don't know who I am going to change into
I only know when called I'll come through
My have a name for my pain
It is called despair and love is my bain
Now I'm con viced that I failed you
A time when truths are lies and lies are true
enemies, friends and loved ones have beaten me down
Yet I'm still smiling, here without a frown
I won't show you who I am, I'm still alone
I have become lifeless like a cold black stone
I wish I could take back the things I said
I could have given up for dead
I suppress me demons and hide my rage
I am cold, and stuck staring at this page
I'm lost and i can't be found
I am confused and by oaths bound
To a fate that has no mercy on my heart
I should have left before the pain was to start