A Little Girl's Dream

Is that my blood,
Pouring from my wrists?
How as it that I've become,
As pitifully low as this?
Where pain is no longer there,
And I don't even care.

I might seem a simple girl,
I really wish I was,
I might seem like a nerd,
I really do not care,
I've so much to share.

Is that my skin,
Purple and green?
Bruised and revolting,
What does it mean?
Am I in control?
Just one more die roll.

I have so much to share,
I wish I could take you there,
I wish that I could disappear,
The world no longer wants me here.

The end is coming soon,
I don't don't know how much longer I will be.
Despite everything -
I still have a dream.
A little girl's dream.