Still I Stay

It feels like a show
Because at the end I know,
That you have to go.

You say I'm second to none,
But it's not fun,
When you're really second to everyone.

It seems we've always fought,
Over one thing quite a lot,
Has it changed? I think not.

I know you're not lying,
But I just keep on crying.
It just feels like time I'm buying.

I hate feeling like this.
It's supossed to be bliss,
But it's you I always miss.

I lay awake thinking of you,
wondering if you're thinking of me too.
I never know what to do.

When we don't even talk on the phone,
I feel cold to the bone.
I hate feeling like I'm alone.

Yet still I stay
& never go away,
Because I still love you everyday.

*tell me what you thought when you read this! would me a lot! thanks! xoxo