Pains sensation

Cut and slice and bleed some more
Pains sensation I'm living for
Precious blood pour from my veins
Crying for help it comes like rain

Numbing all my mind and thoughts
All those times i have fought
Peaceful, relaxing blade take me away
To a far away place i don't want to stay

Feels like I'm floating on clouds
I'm all light-headed i shout aloud
I love you all but now you see
You should have paid more attention to me

Unlike you it was always there
This blade I've become dependent on it cares!
It takes away all my stress
It takes me to a place i like best

The place between life and death
I'm literally standing on the edge
Looking into the light i see
Knowing the place I'll soon be...