Here i am working hard to fight n be a soldier
i gotta take all this shit n just hold onto my composure
looking down the road but I'm feeling so future less
part of a family who saw the future pulled the trigger n ended it quick
how do i know what to do when i got no examples
drop-outs drugs n suicides want part of my life thats a sample
my house ain't a home for laughing n smiles
just to get away i would go outside n walk roads for miles
its getting dark i gotta go back through that door
first thing is yelling n screaming i don't wanna hear it no more
family? whats a family? try and say what you can to me
look for what you came to see and see there ain't no family
don't tell me you love me you ain't even know what it means
we grown so far apart it seems several hearts ripped at the seams
alcohol is something your family liked to turn to
thats one way we do connect cause i like to feel that burn to
cant talk to you so i keep my anger on the inside
writing these rhymes trying to turn the tides within my mind
