How does it feel to be left out?

People you like don't say hello
Your mood is lower than low
Your friends talk about stuff you don't know
Telling secrets they don't want to show
Making you feel jealous of all this
Being angry of everything you miss.
You never go out with friends on Saturday night
"They left without me", you think with fright.

You never run out of tears to shed,
Often wonder what it's like to be dead
You're lying awake all night in your bed
But deep inside you don't want life to end.

You think of the "f" word,
Everything's ruining your world
You feel so alone in the crowd
And everything's getting so loud
You just feel so left out
You never know what people are talking about
You're so lonely, you have no one to talk to
You're so lonely, you don't know how to make it through...

If you can place yourself in at least one of these positions,
Then you know how it feels to be left out.
And even if all these are my own creations and fictions,
These are the words i'd love to shout...