Where i go

I'm dieing that i am
slowly but surely
'BAM'
i shoot the wall
i just wanna escape from it all

i set the gun down and start to cry
i ask myself "WHY?"
i just wanna die
if only i could fly...

thats it
i climb on the roof
i look down
here is my proof
i look around

it is raining
i know better
but i cant
i wont..
or will i?

i look over again
i decide its not my time..
so i sit up there
drenched from the rain

so this is were i come
from escape from it all
..at least for a short while
every night i check
i check to see if it is my time

all i do is look over the edge
i will know
it is my time to go...