My Suicide Note.

Im sick of living this life,
And everything in it,
Im sick of acting like someone im not,
Tonights the night,
Ive lost the plot.

So now, at exactly 11.47,
I sit,
I cry,
I write,
My suicide note.

To my parents,
Im sorry I couldnt be more like her,
I know you loved me,
But you rarely acted like you care,
I was so unhappy,
Now this, you will see.

I love you.

To my sister,
Im sorry i didnt get a chance to see the real you,
To look up to you, to care for you, to share my love.
We had so many fights, yet managed to pull through,
If I needed you, you were there

I love you.

To Robyn and Chloe,
You were both always there for me,
Whenever I needed it,
Without a doubt,
You are so gorgeous, talented and admiring girls,
Thankyou for everything.

I love you.

To Rosy,
Im sorry we never got to meet,
You have been the best friend,
Anyone could ask for,
No matter what any one says,
You are such a beautiful girl

I love you

To the rest of my friends,
And the ones Ive already mentioned,
Thankyou for everything,
But too long have I been like this,
I cant make it anymore,
My heart has just grown,
Way too sore.
Please dont give up,
Dont end up like me,
You are all too talented,
In you, I can see.

I love you

So dont be stupid,
Enjoy your life,
But for me,
My final breath,
Must end tonight.