Urges take over, blackness floods my mind
Hate takes over, the blades in site
Knowing whats right but still doing wrong
You push me to the edge, but now you've won
Make my life a living hell, i can't help, i can't stop
These urges to just end it all, i keep myself locked away
These overpowering urges, why do they always win
Release the pain with crimson is nothing but a sin
I'm so far from reach now, worse than a pointless life
Instead of complaining all the time, i wish i could just, please just let me use that knife
Why is that knife so f u c k i n g tempting
These urges take over literally everything
Whatever i don't care anymore
I don't care if you cry, i don't care if you mourn
You never helped, never even tried
Wake up in the morning to see i couldn't survive
