Misery....

I am so confused, so alone, so misunderstood,
So confused about the past, my childhood,
So scared about the future and what it might hold,
So scared about the present slowly it unfolds,
I am just so confused and scared about why I am here,
Not just scared and confused but also lost in fear,
Uncertain of the unknown making my good thoughts few,
Because lately all my worst nightmares have come true,
This life which I built so solid from the very start,
Is slowly beginning to fall apart,