Nightmare of love

When i see you with her,
my heart drops to the floor.
you speak of her,
and i act as if I'm happy for you,
but you and i both know its not true.
i cant believe i once had you,
and i fcuked up so bad,
and now your gone,
out of my life forever.
I'm so sorry,
i never meant to hurt you,
all the pain i put you through,
id take it all back in a heartbeat,
now that your gone,
i can hardly breathe,
hardly sleep,
living with myself is my greatest challenge,
its like a nightmare,
a nightmare you just cant wake up from,
i cant take this anymore,
its time for this nightmare to be over
I'm sorry, i really did love you...
but now I\m gone,
never to bother you again!!!