I never thought Id let ya down
I never thought Id end up here
This is the last thing I ever wanted
Every things catching up with me
And I'm still trying to run
And hide it all
But the more I try
The more it shows
And now I'm afraid I failed at everything
And this time I'm not so sure
I can pick myself up
Seems like every things falling apart
Even though it all wasn't perfect
But compared to now it was
All these mistakes Ive made
And the disappointment in myself
Shows how awful things can be
Never did I think
It'd happen to me
But I guess life catches you
And redirects your plans
When you least expect it
Drives you to the deepest pit
Just to see how tough you can be
And how much you can take
Till you fall apart
And you don't know where to turn
And you're so scared of what will happen
That you just let it do whatever it wants
Until theres nothing left of you
