Loves Lamentations

Now This Is What I Used For My 2005-2006 Year In Speech And Debate ... I Didn\'t Do Too Well For It Was Mostly Called \'Too Morbid\' ... Thus, I Posted Here Hoping To Get Better Criticism.

Thank You. ||xDarkSuicidex||
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The one I love . . . Is dead to me.
I thought, 'Nothing can be worse than this feeling.' God how
I was wrong. There is no feeling worse than a broken soul having
to nurture a broken heart. There is nothing worse than
having the one you love tell you it can not be...it can not be...
They were the one I trusted more than life itself...for they were the
only one that saved me that night ...and now...they're gone...forever...like everyone else.

Him
She couldn't live without him
She didn't want to try
But her light would dim
The night he died.
See, he meant everything to her,
But this he did not know,
And sinec a broken life has no cure,
He let the blood flow.
He was hurt inside,
And didn't want to go on,
So he bade goodbye,
As his suicide was done.

Losing someone so dear to you is like loosing a piece of
yourself. You cry and search for that piece, but you will not find it.
You can beg it to come back, beg for something to go right, just
this once, but it never will. So instead, you lose all living faith, give
up, and throw your arms to the sky screaming. 'When did this all
go so wrong,' you'll ask yourself. 'When will anything seem right?
When will I be able to tell reality from my dreams...Maybe this
has all become a dream...' But my dear child, it has not been,
and you're really stuck in a world that you don't want to be in. For in this world,
love and death mix and you'll never be sure, which will hit you next.

Feeling What They May
Now my children,
I'm going to tell you a tale,
Of pain and suffering,
Where everyone fails.
There are no hero's;
No knights to save the day,
There is no more light,
To show you the way.
I'll tell you of a tale,
Now filled with blood;
Once was sweet;
I'll tell you of love.

This story begins,
One grand day,
With a boy and a girl,
Feeling what they may.
I would tell you,
Of the feelings they repress,
But these things you can't explain,
Nor put them to the test.
They were given,
A love anew,
One little chance,
That they all ready blew.
Children in love,
An absurd little thing!
They shouldn't have done it,
For their hearts now sting.
Perhaps they should have,
Given up in the beginning,
For we all new,
There would be no winning.
But they went on,
Not heeding a care,
Not listening,
To what we shared.

They were told,
They could not be,
They were too young,
They could not see.
This love of theirs,
Will tear them apart,
Leave them there,
To pick up their hearts.
Bu alas,
Things soon failed,
And they hid their hearts,
Behind a broken veil.
Things didn't go right,
As they had told them before,
They weren't right together,
They were now sure.

So the boy and girl,
Lonely and lost,
Left each other,
A most precious cost.
Letting themselves go,
To poison and blade,
They disappeared,
Going where they bade.
But they soon found;
I must say I fear,
They couldn't live in life or death,
Without the other near.
Their souls soon linked,
Together as they may,
Boy and girl,
Feeling what they may.

The only reason we hold on to anything is because we
love it...but what if that love diminishes without a fight and
you're left alone inside yourself. What if you're friends think
the world of you, but you think nothing of the world?
Worthless? Of course. Ugly? No doubt. Stupid? More than
you'll know. Scared? You can't even admit it.

Suicidal Love
With a delicate soul,
And broken wins,
She is left alone,
Without her dreams.
This little girl,
She weeps and cries,
She's mad at the world,
And doesn't know why.

No one can help her,
Yet no one will try,
So her thoughts are horrors,
Of suicide.
With everything to hide,
She lingers in bed,
As the thoughts of suicide,
Run through her head.
She began to dream,
With a fitful sleep,
In her head it would be,
Much too deep.

She drowns in her thoughts,
Everyday,
It's not her fault,
But she will have it her way,
She will rid of this place,
And be gone forever.

So she begins with haste,
And devises a plan so clever,
That she never sees,
Her one mistake.
This will cost no fee,
And she will never wake.
But the one thing she didn't know,
Was that there was someone,
Who truly loved her so.
So now that she's done,
The lover lowered his head,
And he whispered in his deaf ear,
'You were my one,
You were my dear,
And I can not live,
Without you near.'
So he took her knife,
Placing it to his heart,
To take his life,
And from this world part.

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