Why oh why

Why why why did you just had to leave at a moment like this cant think cant speak scared of my future why oh why did you have to go i wanted you to stay maybe one day we might met but it won't be the same as today i wanted to be friends forever but you just had to go and leave like that not even a reason not even a warning still don't know why where you sick where you in shhhy i don't understand please just be by my side