Watch me die

Someone's got to watch me die.
Someone has to watch me fall.
Someone has to know that they knew they couldâ??ve saved me,
But they didn't want to be brought down with me.
Someone has to know when it's all done
That I didn't kill myself,
But I refused to save myself.
Someone has to know in the end that
I just wanted someone to save me
And carry me home.
When I die, I will die alone
With someone there- watching it happen.
Will the "someone" be a friend?
Or and enemy?
Or will you be the one to watch me loose it all?