Growing up you had my back as did I for you. We laughed, we cried, we wondered how to make all of our dreams come true. We made a pact that forever we would be in each others lives. That though the distance our friendship would always have the strength to stay alive.
The pact was broken, you didn't grow up as the rest of us did, this is true. You lied, you took what wasn't yours whether it was memories or material goods. You became this monster no one could trust, and didn't want to be around. Your words were nothing but lies and untruths because it was no longer about your friends, it was just about you. The pity you desired for others fears was pathetic to no end. You took this wonderful friendship and failed it from beginning to end.
You were like my sister, my own flesh and blood. I would have died for you in order to show you that you are loved. There is never a time I wasn't there to lend you a helping hand. But when I needed you most you were never there because it wouldn't benefit you in the end. My misery became your misery because you took on my entire life. All the abuse and hurt I endured became yours in a matter of time.
How could you ruin a friendship like ours, It goes back more than 10 years. I though you loved me, I thought you cared. You were supposed to be there should I need you to help me over my fears. You turned into a monster that I can no longer count on or trust. You are evil and don't deserve this friendship that I have given you no matter what.
I will never be able to express to you the pain you have caused me. I have tried to love you unconditionally and forget that you are mean. But I cannot forget the harm you done, taking the misery that I endured. Taking my son's life in vain and pretending that it had once happened to you. How could you do that to me, we were to be friends until the end. Well, the end is here now you pathetic fool. I'm done with you. I can't handle to allow you to hurt me again.
Goodbye my old friend wherever you are, I hope one day you come back. Get rid of this monster you have become and bring me my best friend back.
