What happened?

Remember when we to used meet up everyday in the morning.
huh its sadly vague
you took me home once i let you in amiable aura
We used to joke around over stupid things.
I remember in class we laughed till it hurt.
now I cant go back through the doors in my head and find these lost memories.
What happened, that ripped our friendship apart.
How can you tell our friends not to speak to me
I thought we were buds
suspiciousness infected my mind.
We no longer talk to one another, but we know that we're there