Just once more

She hates always being sad
she hates always crying
she hates always hurting
and feeling like she's dieing

from the inside out
she's slowly going numb
all the days she regret
and night she was so dumb

after hurting him
like she did that day
goodbye is all that she
deserved to really say

for all the pain
she caused her friends
that tried to be there
for her in the end

she goes home
and grabs the blade
and her whole life
slowly starts to fade

she couldn't control it
she cut too deep
dropping the blade
as she starts to weep

harder she cries
as the blood mixes with tears
and all the emotions
she's kept in for years

she's laying there dead
on the floor
if only she didn't
cut just once more