Just a little girl...

I silently lay still in my bed
Im just a little girl who believed in what you said
I guess it wasnâ??t true, it was all just fake
You just couldnâ??t stop, not even for my sake
I hear my mothers screams, and how she does cry
But I cant stop it, even if I try
I would have made it stop, if I only dared
But I didnâ??t have the curage, I was just to scared
I cry my tears alone with a pillow over my head
As I try to be silent when I lay here alone in my bed
Nothing ever changed, every night was exactly the same
For ruining a little girl I on you put the blame
The only thing I wanted was a family that functioned right
To be a little girl who didnâ??t feel so much fright
So many nights I dreamed of a new daddy to find
Someone who loved us and was caring and kind
How many times you promised this was the last time
From now on everything was gonna be fine
You promised it would stop, that was what you to me did say
But still I only dreamed of the day I could run away
Im just a little girl who didnâ??t understand how or why
And I grew up to be scared of people and so very shy
Everyone around me had to see that something was wrong
But nobody did anything and I had to stay strong
I tried to be a good little girl as best as I could be
While I dreamed of the day when I would finally be free
Im just a little girl who didnâ??t understand why nobody helped
I think they would have, if they knew how I felt
It wasnâ??t a right place for anyone to grow up
But nobody helped me, no one made it stop
Now I`m all grown up, but a little girl inside
But something inside me is broken and my feelings I have too hide
My heart isnâ??t open for anyone, I`m to afraid to get hurt
Because I always fear that people will treat me like dirt
Im just a little girl who wanted it all to end
A little girl who`s heart no one can ever mendâ?¦

Not my best one, I know, but it just came to me, and I had to write it :)