I'm stuck in this house of misery and pain. I don't know how to escape it. Should I go for a walk and clear my head or should I just leave completely and never come back again or just sit here and deal with it? So caught up in memories that I don't know where to turn. Should I just go back in time and start over all the bad things thats happen to me or sit here and wish I could? Every where I look more memories and more pain come like a giant wave in the mix of a storm destroying a city. But instead of a city it's my heart and mind being destroyed by painful memories. Memories I wish not to forget because if it wasn't for those memories I wouldn't be the person I am today. But I would be better off forgetting them, but it's hard to forget mayor things like that. But all in time you will know thinks that happen in the past, stays in the past. Because if you don't let them they will cause you more pain than you need.
~*In memory of my best friend, Ashley Bell and all her memories that she's made the time she was at my dads house*~
