I lied

I said I never thought of you,
I never even cared,
I said I never wanted you,
I was never scared.

I said you were never on my mind,
Never in my head,
I said I in the morning you were never on my mind,
or when I went to bed.

I said you wouldn't stand a chance with me,
never be my boy,
I said you'd get so hurt,
I'd use you like a toy.

I said I never wanted you,
I felt no desire at all,
I said I didn't want your number,
I would never call.

I said you were never in my heart,
For you I never cried,
I never thought I'd say this to you,
I'm sorry but I lied.