Waiting For Death's Kiss

My heart is made of stone
Full of weakness within
I'm meant to be alone
I should go to hell with all my sins

I hurt people
I make them cry
Make them bleed
Till they're dry

No trust in me
Could ever be found
Hideous looking
In God's love I'm not aloud

Selfish, Greedy, Dumb at once
Victim of people's crimes, I guess
No life, No spirit, No heart, No soul
Life is going by so slow

So lonely, and disgraced
I actually think I'm smart
Dumb as a rock
Hidden feelings I have a lot

I'm dying of hunger
I'm starving my self to death
I pretend I'm happy
Hope of surviving is useless

Skeleton is the adjective
that describes me
Weak and unimportant
Looking up at thee

The girl in the mirror
Makes it seem so fine
Smiling, and laughing
Nobody sees the scars behind

I've seen it all
With my own to eyes
Have to hide my own true self
As if I'm in disguise

I want to end it now
It's one thing I'll never miss
I'm talking about my life, of course
But maybe I'll just wait for death's kiss