Dying Love

My fingers on the trigger Ive given up now. Ive finally realized I cant take this world anymore.

Part of me wants to stay part of me wants to leave. I say to myself why are you doing this you have too much to live for.

Then I think again the lies the deceit these are the things you want to get away from.
I wish to stop the pain go-ahead pull the trigger you wont feel a thing.

My handgrips the gun harder tears roll down my face lost in thought. THUNDER CRASHES
I jump and pull the trigger CLICK goes the gun thats the safety that stops it.

I pull the gun down and release the safety. It rains harder I hear the wind howling. My hand shakes as I bring the gun back to my head.

Ready to go not wanting to be here another minute I pull the trigger CLICK I pull the away from my head Im frustrated I check the barrel the bullets in the right place. What could be stopping me from ending my life of disgrace?

My eyes are burning from the tears cried. I want to die now I must do what havent tried.

I head to the kitchen in search of a knife. I look to the floor to find another victim my one true love has taken her life next to her body lays a note.

It says: Chris I stood outside you door and listened to your words. So I took my life to join you I cant imagine us apart. Ill see you in heaven youll be there with me. I hope this eases you pain you knowing that i will die for you. I love you with all my heart I cant wait to see you soon. Well be in heaven smiling together.