Not fair

As you left you were being shy but you still said I love you and good bye

Little did I know that was the last time I would see you
And the last time you would see me too

Life without you is sad and I will be forever mad
When I seen you in the hospital bed
I had a messed up head

I didn't believe what they were saying some led went in your head and you were dead

as horrific as it sounds I didn't cry instead I laid next to you and screamed out I wanted to die

No one will ever feel what i felt that day or say that it's going to be OK
although I breath I feel as though i am dead