My Suicide

My world is dark,
I cant hold on,
cant really remember,
where I went wrong.

Mother please help me,
and father please listen,
no one even knows,
that I seem to be missing.

I donâ??t know how to do it,
not sure what I should use,
I want it quick and simple,
not to leave a single bruise.

Popping pills seems so easy,
nothing could go wrong,
I know that im leaving,
please hold on and stay strong.

I donâ??t mean to make you grieve,
but I cant live this life anymore,
my head is starting to spin,
as my body heads for the door.

Im starting to feel quite sick,
making my way to my bed,
grabbing a pen and paper,
to write the story thatâ??s in my head.

I know people could have helped,
if only someone would have knew,
or just asked me if I was okay,
then they wouldnâ??t feel guilty too.