A cry for help

What to do in this place
i don't know what to do
there is only a few options
end it all for the new...

or live on and let it go
to understand some one
isn't just knowing who they are
knowing they will have your back when your done

knowing that they will,
always have your back
no matter what
even if the person is wearing a mask

but then you ask
who is behind the mask
its actually your mind
just asking the last

who should i talk to
who do i run to?
but then you realize
no one will act upon the do

but then i met you
and i realized that life
wasn't really the the game
the constant question is life

no one to run to
no one to hide behind
and then i think about it
at least until i make that find

the find of a rich man
the find of a outstanding man
no one will stop me
of accomplishing what i began

i don't want it to end wrong
i don't want to end on bad terms
i want to see you
and understand the ferns

to know my real porpoise
to what I'm here fer
then i realize
I'm here for her

the one that writes at night
the one that fills my heart Worth joy
the one that keeps me going
the one and only in love with a boy

not knowing what he really is
not knowing what he can be
or even what he might be
she has no concern of me

when do i get to met her i wonder
will she be the one?
until then really
i guess I'm....done

this one reminds me of you sweet thing, if you can understand it