I am tired...

I am tired.
I am tired of you.
I am tired of me.
I am tired of being angry.
I am tired of being sad.
I am tired of not being happy, joyous, or glad.
I am tired of having to be here.
I am tired of your words.
I am tired of feeling fear.
I am tired of wanting to kill myself.
I am tired of running away from you.
I am tired of my rage.
I am tired of feeling blue.
I am tired of my pain.
I am tired of watching my friends die.
I am tired of being the one you blame.
I am tired of letting you kill me one piece at a time.
I am tired of my poetry.
I am tired of all this damn rhyme.
I am tired of losing.
I am tired of winning.
I am tired of feeling lost.
Hell, I just think I'm tired of living.