I know I always say thank you sis

*~*~EiRiSa~*~*~*

Here I am again sitting at my desk
Thinking about two years ago
Cold wet tears form in my eyes
A knot in my throat makes it hard for me to swallow

I was so young in those days
My writing was not all that great
I just started to develop the woman emotions
Situations I was in no one could relate

My own best friend didn’t even know
Of the nights that I would cry myself to sleep
My pillow was soaked with water
I’d hold my hands and start to weep

Confused about my dreams and life
And I was only little 13 years old
My parents didn’t realize my maturity
They didn’t see my feelings were being hard to hold

But the second you left me with a comment
A tear fell from both of my eyes
I got on my knees and prayed to God
Is this the girl you sent to comfort my cries?

Sometimes my prayers about you are still not answered
But I guess what God was trying to say that night
Was someone out there needs you as well
Someone can understand the pain in your writes

When the window to your heart opened
I was in awe of the beauty it showed
The gold was a symbol of your kindness
I knew you were the light I needed by seeing its glow

I was just thinking of how comfortable you make me feel
I’m not shy or intimidated by you
I can be myself whether maturity wise or silly
I want you to be able to feel that too

The support you give me with my writing
The way you show that you believe
Just makes me break down and cry sometimes
I’m so thankful you know I can achieve

And I know I say thank you all time
But I swear to you, this is no lie
You were sent to me from God
I prayed for you so much to the skies

You may be tired of hearing thank you
But it’ll do until I can show you my love
The day you and I can be united
I’ll show you in the longest hug