Hurt

Look what I have become
Because of what you did
I wasnt a grown up back then
I was only a little kid

I couldnt defend myself
You all where way to strong
So I would go hide in the trees
A place where I would belong

You threw gum in my hair
And pushed me down in the ground
You would say some nasty things
But I would never make a sound

You made my life a living hell
You abused me every day
And when you call me names
I would just walk away

I started to believe you all
And hated myself more and more
I would look into the mirror and say
I am an ugly stupid wh0re

Ive hurt myself a lot because of it
It damaged my self-esteem
I tried to commit suicide
And cut myself to an a extreme

Even though Ive been through a lot
I still continue to fight
Hoping that I will get better
Hoping things will be alright.

I wish they could see me now
And see that Im still going strong
And even though their words still hurt
Im still going to continue on

*NOTE* some people dont concider bullying a big problem but it is. This poem is about me and how I was picked on every day by not just one person but by a whole bunch of other too and how it has effected my life. And how it still hurtseven though it's been a few years. I was lucky and am starting to open up about it but some arent so lucky. Others have been teased so bad that they have commited suicide. Hopfully you can relate to this poem and I hope you like it. I have written another poem when I was 16 called Bullying that is on the site as well. so if you like this poem I recommend you cheak out the other poem to! thanks for reading!

sarah