Looks can be deceiving, but eyes never lie, if you were to look into mine what would you see?
A girl in pain, a girl that envies everyone but me. I look into the mirror and hate what I see. So much pain covered by a fake smile.
No one ever looks beyond and sees how much I want to die. No one ever looks and sees the fact I am crying out to be saved!
No one ever sees me, they only see who I pretend to be. So happy they say, laughing all the time, a joke cracking girl, that makes life fun.
In the inside, my heart begins to slow, as my mind goes hazy, I've overdosed again, and I am so sleepy. When you look into my glassy eyes now, what do you see?
That happy joke cracking girl...or the real me...
