Am I Alive??

This is a poem bout all the fake people that surrunds us every day...and a part is about how i feel emotionally right now...

I'm worthless nevertheless I\'m alive
I'm walking round the world with no place to go
How come I'm walking even though I'm dead on the inside?

A smile painted on my face
No more words to say
Nothing worth to save
All memories are just a reminder of the miserable life I\'ve lived all these days

I just want to go away
Be reborn on the inside
And see if everything's goes away
Just escape from earth
Live in another world
Away from all the fakeness
That surrounds me everyday
All the hypocrites, all the lies, all the dumbness
I don't wanna be one more of the pack

I prefer to hide in darkness
And make peace with the dark and hidden
That will consume me

And loneliness will become my partner in life
And we'll build the ideal world just the two of us

And the darkness will hide all my dirty little secrets
That will stay hidden 4ever
Not even your fingernails
Can scratch the deepest and uncover
The world you should've known.