My Secret

My Secret

Baby Ive got this secret that I know I must tell. I can no longer hide this from you. It hurts like Hell. I know what I say is true. When I tell you I love you. But when the same is thrown back I dont know what to do. I want to make it easy take away the stress. But no one is promising a life of happiness. Pain will never go its always here to stay so the term Ill never hurt you is irrelevant to this day. The apologies are useless theyre bound to come again. How can someone end this cycle of pretend? I want to let you know. Exactly how I feel. But when someone is honest thats when it hurts for real. Emotions are vague no matter what the person says. They could lie through their teeth and promise blood aint red. But we no the truth when the feeling is brought to light. No one is true no matter how hard their might. What Im saying should be clear the doubt is in my eye. When the pain hurts me I dont look to cry. If my secret isnt clear I dont know what to do. If you must know Baby I dont love you.