Painful Memory

In my mind
Lay deep within

Is a painful memory
And a terrible sin

A thought of this
Bring tears to my eyes

And so at night
I lay awake and cry

My wrists i cut
To take away the pain

But still its sunk
Deep in my brain

I try to block it
With thoughts of love and peace

But nothing covers it
This pain won't cease

In my heart
I believe one day

It won't tare me apart
And i'll be okay

But right now
The painful memory remains

And its sadly
Driving me insane