Obsession

Do you think I'm real,
Or do you think I'm fake,
Am I your closest friend,
Or just another flake,

Am I a good addition to your life,
Or just there to fill the space,
The space left for someone,
Who doesn't have a face,

Just a person who you see,
But never really meet,
The one you see walking the hall,
Or when you sit and eat,

The one who can sit next to you,
But never say a word,
The one who sits in silence all day long,
Just like a little baby bird,

But as I sit in silence,
I'm thinking about you,
The way you drink the way you breathe,
The way you chew your food,

It may be considered obsession,
To anyone who cares and listens,
But to me its just love,
And the way your hair glistens,

I love the way you move,
And the way you talk,
I love the way you dress,
And the way you walk,

In the end nothing even really matters,
You don't even really care,
You've never even noticed me,
Even though I stare,

I've never told anyone really how I felt,
The way I've loved you for the longest time,
The kind of love that makes you go insane,
And make you sit and rhyme,

But I guess it's all pointless in the end,
There's no reason in dragging it on,
That me and you are just friends,
And all other options are gone,

So as I sit here breathing my last breath,
My life slipping out of reach,
I want you to know how I truly feel,
Because soon I will loose all speech,

Now you know how I am inside,
And what I really think,
I just wanted to let you know,
That I can't take anymore after one more blink,

So now I'm gone,
And it's you that is to blame,
But remember I'm just a person without a face,
And a body without a name.