Stupid vs. Love

I thought you were perfect
The one who made my heart stop
The girl who could just walk by
And make my jaw drop

I thought you were beautiful
With the face of an angel that wouldn't stop loving me, never
I loved you so much
I could look in your eyes forever

I thought you loved me
The way I loved you
But as life goes on
I found out that's not true

I thought you cared
About me and who I was then
But as I see now
You only wanted a friend

Now I see that I was stupid
To believe everything that you said
Because now I only end up
Wishing I was dead

To stop all the sadness
That always ends up filling my life
The kind of sadness that can
Be easily ended with a knife

A knife through the heart
Would stop all the feelings that I get
The feelings that tell me that
Things would've been better if we wouldn't have met

But all the emotions
Running through my head
Are killing me slowly
Day by day until I'm finally dead

I know that every day
Is just one more day of pain
The pain that just makes you
Want to stand in front of a moving train

I wish I was brave enough
To do all the things that I say
Becase then I wouldn't have to
Be hear feeling this today

I would of ended my life
A long time ago
When I firs got the feeling
It would have been painful and slow

I don't know why im so stupid
Always coming back for more
Like things are going to change
Like her "hurt danny" organ will get sore

There is a thin line
Between stupidity and love
With love on top I guess
Im just above

Just above the line
That separates the two words
Just like the same kind of
Different color birds

The same kind of bird
That maybe twin brother and sister
But with one difference
That may be just one little blister

Because the two words
Are almost the same
That when your in love
You maybe called stupid or lame

Or when your called stupid
For buying a white dove
It may just be for the wedding ring
For the one you love

So you may think im stupid
And this may be true
But all it means is that I LOVE YOU.