Death

Another day,
another weak smile,
Another long,
backwards mile.

Death doesn't phase me,
Does it phase you?
I guess when you have lived my life,
You would feel the same way too.

I have had many people close to me,
Taken away far to early.
I have had many tragedies in my life,
And all of them, were the closest to me.

My family has no faith in me,
They think I'm never going to succeed.
My friends just use me,
Because I can get them what they need.

I don't live life to the fullest,
I live it in a lie.
I don't live to what I want to live for,
I let too many chances pass me by.

Death has changed my life,
In a way I could never imagine.
The sorrow and agony,
Always has a way, of overcoming my passion.

I lost some of best friends,
The ones who were always around.
So I stayed alone for a while,
Without uttering a sound.

I closed that part of my life,
That part that was in the light.
All because of the pain,
That happened overnight.

The one thing that I have,
That helps me move on,
Is that one person in my life.
That has be there to make me strong.

Strong enough to make it,
Another heartache, another day.
Strong enough to live my life,
And not to give life away.