Before & Now

I used to be 11, but now I am 15.
I used to be happy but now I am sad.
I used to be alone, but now I am lonely.
I used to be quiet, but now I am loud.
I used to be busy, but now I am bored.
I used to be Raquel, but now I am Peruchis.
I used to drink soda, but now I drink beer.
I used to be skinny, but now I am chunky.
I used to cry, but now I smile.
I used to smile, but now I frown.
I used to like him, but now I love him.
I used to do drugs, but now I smoke cigarettes.
I used to be loved, but now I am hated.
I used to survive, but now I try to survive.
I used to be smart, but now I am intelligent.
I used to see him, now I dream of him.
I used to kiss him, now i blow him kisses.
I used to have everything, but now everything is gone.