He Was My Angel

He was my Angel
My love, my life
My all...

He was my shelter from the rain
He was my refuge from all of my pain
He was the light that brightened my eyes
He was the sparkle in all of my smiles
He was my safety in the dark
He was the mender that fixed up my heart
He was the one who held me tight
He was the one who kissed me goodnight.

Now he's my Angel of Darkness
My hatred, my Suicide,
Nothing...

He is the crimson pouring from this wrist
He is the cut, the slash, the slit
He is the lie behind my false smiles
He is the river pouring from my eyes
He is the flesh lacerated from the blade
He is the scar that will never fade
He is a man with a stone cold heart
He is an Angel with his wings ripped apart.

(c) By Bella Schilling
5th May 2006.