My Feelings are Fading

I had a fiery passion in my soul
Each day that passed without you
I felt so lifeless
and the only reason worth smiling was you
So when we didnt speak
Id sit and write and cry and listen to music
Trying to understand why I felt the way I did
And what it was I was feeling
Then it just hit me
I was so in love with you
And all the little things you did
I can never forget your smile
Or how you looked at me
with those deep brown eyes
And the overwhelming feeling
Of always wanting to talk to you
Or be in your arms
But now those feelings are fading
I never want to speak to you again
You hurt me I so many ways its unimaginable
Ive never had so many ups and downs
until I met you
All you did was lie to me
You mislead me and was only in it for yourself
You never considered my feelings
Or if I really meant it when I said I loved you
Since you never took it seriously
But even when I knew you didnt mean it
I said it and couldnt have
expressed anything more real
Im going to love you forever