Pretend

I put on a smile
I can play pretend
But don't show up unexpected
What you see might offend

I try to be so happy
I try to be so sweet
When deep inside I'm hurting
And I'm growing o'so weak

I feel like I don't know you
but I know you don't know me
So why does it hurt so much
Why cant you just see

I cant let you go
For I want nothing but you
But playing pretend is hard
And I don't know what to do

I want to get to know you
And for you to always be around
But I don't want to play pretend
Cause I am starting to breakdown

I love you to much to lose you
But I have a feeling I've lost
But if you reconsider
I'll give it all I got...