I've Had It

I've had it to wits last end,
So this is the last poem I send.
I'm sick of life, and all it throws,
So, now is my time to go.

So much wrong, my life, pointless,
So tonight I end the tears and stress.
My grandma is pissed, and I don't know why,
She gets mad every time I cry.

The guy I love, he doesn't feel the same,
I doubt he even knows my name.
Life is throwing me, too much to take,
So I just need a little break!

Send me to someplace, away from all,
Where I won't have to cry, or get kicked when I fall.
Just send me away, for a day or two,
Away from hate, or my life will be through.

I can't take that everyone I love, turns their backs,
Only my mom is left to love me, but her I lack.
I need someone to hold me and say "It's OK,
Just take a break, tomorrows another day".

I have no one, not even my family now,
They all seem to hate me, I wonder how.
Half of them, won't look me in the eyes,
And all of them hate it when I cry.

It's their fault I cry, yet they don't seem to care,
They just continue to rip and tear-
my heart. Would they care if I left forever,
I bet they wouldn't think of me ever.

So this is the end, I say goodbye,
No more hearing me sob and cry.
No more dealing with me wanting to die,
Even though you're the reason why.