Fallen angel

I feel the rain gently touching my livid face -
Even the sky is crying for me and my disgrace.

I hear water drops as they hit this frozen ground
As I’m left alone in this horrid place to which I’m bound.
My eyes shed tears, but my weeping makes no sound,
I long for someone yet I don’t wish to be found.

The trees around me seem somehow ready to attack,
But even if they would, I’m too weak to react
For I feel drained from all strength and will I lack –
My reasons are gone and they’re not coming back.

I remember the times I used to have a beating heart,
The sparkles in my eyes that lit my way through dark,
But all is gone banished by this poisoned dart
Leaving me unwilling to take another start.

When fierce storms embraced me feathers used to fall,
Nothing would stand in my way when I heard your call,
Not even monsters or your own fortress’s wall –
Justice had always prevailed over all.

I don’t know what happened - why you sent me away,
You wouldn’t let me help you find again your way.
“You are worthless to me now and that’s all there is to say.”
I still feel the hatred in the words you said that day…

You summoned demons and locked the door,
You made sure that you won’t see me anymore.
I felt something being torn apart deep inside my core
Knowing that now I’m just a “something” you abhor…

I couldn’t make you change your mind and so I let you be,
My eyes were burning with tears and so I could no more see,
Shortly my white beautiful wings were taken from me
I could no more fly; I could no longer feel free…

So that day I fell in my flight ending in this place
Where spiders crawl upon me avoiding my ashen face
And my heart started beating in this numbed pace,
My halo broke as I’m left alone in this disgrace…

I used to keep you safe – away from all danger,
But now I’m just a fallen angel…

~~~ Very "original" title, I know :P It's not one of my best, but I thought I could give it a chance... hope you like it! ~~~