Hidden

The water falls down
The tall brick wall
Just like my thousand memories
That fall to the floor...

WHY CANT YOU GET ALONG?
WHY MUST YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO FIGHT?
BUT ACCORDING TO YOU IM ALWAYS WRONG,
WHY WONT YOU EVER LET ME BE RIGHT?!

Why cant anything ever be good enough!
Why cant you love me for me?!
Do you like seeing me like this?
Running away... wanting to flee!

Flee from this world,
My family and life,
Flee from my problems,
That keep me awake all night

Sitting up staring,
As tears burn in my eyes,
Trying to be strong,
And forget all the lies

All the mean things
Everyones said and done,
All the cruel words,
That hurt me a tonne.

WHY AM I SO USELESS?!
WHY WONT ANYONE LOVE ME?
Why do I stay awake all night,
Waiting to be happy,waiting to see

See what life brings,
You say it will get better,
But I highly doubt that,
From my many suicide letters

My words, my poems
That litter the floor,
The blood stained knife,
That hangs on the door

My silver, my metal,
That sits in my drawer,
The rope thats hidden,
Beneath the wood floor

Im tired of hiding,
How I feel from you!
Im tired of crying,
Until half past two!

IM SICK OF HIDING THE BRUISIES
THAT GRAFFITY MY ARMS,
IM SICK OF HIDING THE PAIN,
THATS EXTERNALLY CALM!

Im fed up of being pressured
Into things I dont want to do,
Im fed up of being used,
Just remember, I have feelings too.

SO GIVE ME A BREAK!
GIVE ME A LIFE!
AND DONT WONDER AGAIN,
WHY I TURN TO THE KNIFE!