Look At Me

You look at me and wonder why
You see my tears, yet I do not cry
I wanted to tell you all I've been through
But even that was too hard to do
I'm far from perfect and cannot be strong
When all of my world is terribly wrong
I want to give you all of my heart
But how can I do this when it's falling apart
The scars would show
The blade would tell
Of when my world suddenly fell
I need you to be there
I need you to care
When it comes to being alone, I've done my fair share
The smile I fake
Is starting to break
But I will do it
You will see
Someday I will be proud to be me